SCREAM!

OMG! Last time I was on the scale it was almost in the 180's now it is back to 228.8.  HOLY CRAP!
Well, I only have myself to blame.... By tomorrow I hope to lose a pound. BACK ON THE WAGON AGAIN!

WAKE UP!

WAKE UP!!!!

Found pictures

Katie & Cookie

I'M BACK!

So I haven't been the best blogger this year.  This is my first post in 2012 so it should be profound, but in reality it just might fall short.  Not going to beat myself up about it.  Which is a big change!  I've spent 2012 so far beating myself up about everything.  Not a healthy way to go through life.

I've let myself get FAT again.  Sorry! love to eat hate exercising.  I have a close to full time job so my gym time is cut.  I could still go, but I can't wrap my head around it right now.  Gotta do it SOON we are going on a cruise with our high school class mates!  I'd like to lose 15 just to fit clothing better.

So I am going to try to start blogging again.  We'll see how it goes.

GOING DOWN

197! Gotta eat right..... BLAH! well sort of I did have a Jack in the Box burger yesterday keep under 1800 to 1600 or less.....

WRONG WAY!

I got on the scale this morning....YIKES! 198.4...Oops! I started watching what I put in my mouth again YESTERDAY. Would like to be back to 191 by December 1st. One problem is getting to the gym since I am back to work. I hate leaving the house after I am home. I'm just going to have to break through that mind set. There is a 6:30 Zumba every day but Friday . i need to hit the weights..... i am walking! Walking the dogs and Grayson daily. Going to try to walk the dogs in morning and night.



So next Wednesday I'll step on the scale and see if I'm improving! wish me luck!

Day????

I've fallen off the eat right all the time wagon, but i'm still going to zumba at least twice a week and I walk the dogs every day some where between 3 and 1 mile depending on time allowed and weather... After Halloween is over I'm climbing back on the sensible eating wagon. I just need a break and fighting it makes it worse. Guilt is an unproductive emotion.

HALLOWEEN SEASON has taken over and I've been building props, cleaning and decorating since the end of September. The display is out side is totally different from years past. No grave-yard! Just creepy clowns for the Carnival of the Damned. Very please with the results.


Katie now has her drivers permit! SO WATCH OUT ON THE ROADS!!!